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02 September 2017

My Successful Skincare Regimen May Actually Just Be Magical Thinking

The master bathroom medicine cabinet annoys me and I dream of replacing it, but it's one of those "it's only annoying twice a day and no-one else sees it" issues so I've done nothing about it for ten years. It's annoyingly shallow and the shelves are tooclosetogether to allow for storage of anything that is much taller than a deodorant stick. To fit my full size Clinique products, I actually took out a shelf. But, even then, I have to tilt the bottles at an angle to get them in or out. And, because of the way the bottoms of the shelves are gridded, the bottles can't go all the way to the back of the cabinet. Every time I open the medicine cabinet, it basically feels like Clinique's Acne Solutions products are preparing to leap out and assault my face.

I've never had "good" skin. Over the years, I've spent so much time in dermatologists' offices and so much money on prescriptions without ever seeing enough improvement to warrant the cost. I stopped seeing my most recent dermatologist well over a year ago now, when I accepted that no matter what concerns I brought to her, she just going to keep giving me scrips for antibiotics and samples of rosaccea meds.

Antibiotics are something I want to take because I am ill, not because I am constantly and painfully broken out. As for rosaccea, maybe I have it. Maybe, I don't. It's the painful, cystic acne that's always bothered me and the thing I most wanted to deal with.

But, you know, the last few years were also full of Butt Troubles and there were only so many battles I could fight. Basically, I stopped going to the dermatologist, bought a Clarisonic face brush with the Acne Cleansing Brush Head and Acne Daily Clarifying Cleanser. Also started using the Clinique Redness Solutions Soothing Cleanser, Daily Relief Cream, and makeup. My face did not get worse and, sometimes, it was even visibly better. Indeed, it got to the point where I might have two or three weeks of relatively "normal" looking skin followed by a week of terribly broken out, painful skin. And I thought I could live with that.

Then I survived the Butt Troubles and changed jobs and decided I wanted "normal" pain free skin all the time, goshdarnit. So I went to the Internets and read many things and then I went to the Clinique counter at Macy's and talked to a nice Polish woman who send me home with the Acne Solutions Clear Skin System Starter Kit. She would have sent me home with a bunch of other products, too, I think but she could see that I was already balking at using three products. (I'd had a bad experience with an Avon acne treatment system in my teens and had been giving toner the side eye ever since).

So I gave it a try. And it's worked. Enough so that I now buy the full size bottles of the three. I don't need to apply much at any one time, so they last for a quite while.

In the mornings, I cleanse my face with a squirt of Acne Solutions Cleansing Foam on the Clarisonic Acne Cleansing Brush Head and then pop in the shower. After, I moisturize with Redness Solutions Daily Relief Cream and apply cosmetics.

In the evenings, I remove my cosmetics with a bit of Take The Day Off Cleansing Balm, followed by tepid rinse, then a squirt of Acne Solutions Cleansing Foam on the Clarisonic Acne Cleansing Brush Head, another tepid rinse, a quick dab of Acne Solutions Clarifying Lotion with a cotton ball, and then a very light coat of Acne Solutions All-Over Clearing Treatment. I cannot use the Clarifying Lotion and Clearing Treatment more than once a day or my face gets super itchy so I save them for bedtime, when I'm not going to be wearing cosmetics over them (because it seems weird to me to put cosmetics on after them, anyway).

I also have a wee bottle of Origins Super Spot Remover Blemish Treatment Gel which I dab on any blemishes that look like they're edging toward angry and painful. I started using the gel after reading about it on several acne forums and, wow, it works well. A little dab is all I need once or twice a day.

tl;dr: I seldom have whiteheads, anymore, and I can't tell you the last time I experienced a nodular or cystic acne flareup. Yes, my skin still has a tendency to run towards red and blotchy and I'll never insta #nomakeup, but my face doesn't ever hurt. So, hooray, I don't feel like I'm locked in eternal battle with my skin, anymore, and I'm finally beginning to enjoy cosmetics.

(But ... I'm aware I may be engaging in magical thinking, that my clearer pain-free skin may be due to a number of factors out of my control like hormonal changes caused by a loss of fibroids and incipient perimenopause. But I don't know for certain, so I'll keep doing what I'm doing until it stops working).